Just to clarify, mobius is correct that RTW and ccexplore are completely different people. I actually have never even looked at any of RTW's youtube videos even though I'm aware they exist.
I don't have an issue unbanning. Welcome back!
I should also note that I only wound up as one of the admins mostly due to circumstances surrounding the older version of the forum. At one point the older lemmingsforums.com domain effectively wound up with no active admins, which ultimately prompted the migration to this current incarnation, as led by namida with feedback/help from various forum members, to the current lemmingsforums.net domain. Naturally, the admin that is currently actively managing the forums is namida, starting with the very important role of funding.
A few people are designated as "backup" admins in the event namida is unable to perform admin duties. Actually due to real-life work, I've been a lot less active on the forums compared to the past (sorry for not reading your PM until now for example).